yup! My ex and I had broken up, he went to the Okanagan to spend it with his brother. My parents live 13 hours away from me and I was working throughout the holidays so I couldn't go there. My family here went to another town or they were working too.
I thought I would be fine but when it came to it I was actually quite sad. I think I might have felt better if I had actually tried to get into the spirit of it instead of trying to avoid it. I didn't decorate, I didn't do anything Christmasy, nothing. My presents stayed in a box in the living room until I went down to unwrap them.
The next year, I decided to take up an offer from a coworker/friend to join him and his friends for Christmas dinner and it was a much better decision for me.