so the count down is at 43 days now. yesterday we finally got our "celebrant" (the person that marries us), the cake and finished the guestbook. so the only things missing are:
fh's ring (we got so busy, we both had completly forgot)
dughters dress (since she's growing so fast, i want to wait till last minute.
i can't believe after 6 months of planning, we will finally see the end result. can't wait.
i'm getting more and more anxious, tickling butterflies in stomach and all
i'm getting nervous things will go wrong but i guess that's the whole fun of it .
i'm having lots of disasters though and it's making me stress out. my bridesmaid/bbf has been so distant. she's mad cause i didn't want HER wedding. she got married last year and wants me to pick her food, her cake, her dj, her EVERYTHING. and gets super mad at me if i don't. it's causing me so much stress. and to top it all off, she didn't return my call for 3 weeks (even during xmas) and all i got was an email yesterday telling me she's sorry she didn't call me, she has been sick for 2 days (ok, but that doesn't explain the last 2 weeks an a half). she's been stressing me out so much, she makes me regret that i picked to have bridesmaids. i should have just taken my twin as a moh and thats it. just thinking about this is making me cry right now.
thanks for listening to me vent, but i have to go now.